Helloo Uniquifiers! ♥
So, as you may have noticed – or not – I have been super inactive in the past month, and you may be wondering why. You all know that I’ve recently been to London and I’ve actually just come back home a few days ago. The reason why I hadn’t posted was because I had stupidly left my laptop at home, and then when I did finally get hold of one of my cousins’ laptop, it broke a few days after using it! And as for the WordPress phone app, well, my phone glitches. A lot. Anyway, let’s get on with the report for the last month…
I’ve spent most of my summer there, really, because it was my older cousin’s wedding in the end of July… Congrats, by the way, S! After that, I was literally just out everyday with my other two cousins, who, by the way, I’ve actually really bonded with! 🙌
Sometimes…No, scratch that. Mostly always, I feel disconnected when I’m with other people, as if I’m different, like I don’t belong. There are always these different groups of people who are always with eachother, and so when I walk into the classroom and realize that I don’t belong to any of them, I bury myself inside tons of books, writing stories, and living in my own little world. It’s like a routine, my daily life, so by now, I’m used to it. But then I began to hang out with my two cousins, who, not only are closer than birth twins, but also live on the same road. I mean, isn’t that something you only get in the movies? They both have huge houses with beautiful gardens, and no matter how late it is at night, they can simply walk across the road to meet up.
Then at the start, I felt a bit like a third wheel, but after a few days, they started involving me in everything. They’d drag me out of bed to go into town with them, and for the first time, I actually felt like I was cared about. They’d force me to stay awake all night, up until even 10am in the morning, so that they wouldn’t miss a moment without me. All those nights of watching Friends, playing Lord of the Rings Monopoly (yeah, don’t judge) and making homemade nachos out of Doritos… They all made for a perfect summer. Not to mention the gorgeous summer house at the back of their garden that lit up with fairylights so often.
In the end, they were my family, so they couldn’t exactly walk off and leave me behind like people sometimes do at school. That’s when I started actually feeling happy, and that meant that I was better to the people around me. If you’ve read my past posts, you know that for a few months now, I’ve been completely lost, completely depressed. But seeing my two cousins, seeing the awesome lifestyle they live, the way they talk, the way we were all bonding, I feel like I’ve changed a lot this summer, and even now, back home, I’m going to continue it.
Also, wow. Looking back, this post may be a bit of a cheesiness overload, but hey, what is life without cheese? Bring it on!
Anyways, that’s it for this post. I just wanted to let you all know that yes, I am still alive, and no, I was not kidnapped by a psychopath who collected kids as wall decor. *Shudders* Okay.. That was a bit far 😂 But for now, aloha!
Have an amazing day, and Stay UniquelyYou! ♥